Look!

When I was six,
actually six and three quarters
as I told the eye doctor,
I got my first pair of glasses.
But first we played that game
that I hate to this day
Which is better…this or that?
How about now?
And now?

I always feel as though it’s some
kind of test, not of my eyes
but of my truthfulness
Am I allowed to say
it all looks the same ––
I don’t see
any difference?

While most first graders might
be embarrassed to risk being called
four-eyes, I was excited.

Grownups wore glasses.

I had already figured out about Santa,
I read Dear Ann Landers in the daily newspaper,
and my dad let me stay up to watch
The Danny Thomas Show with him
on Monday nights. He called me Irish.

I was ready for the world of adulthood
in my sparkly blue cat’s eye glasses.

I believed they made me look years older,
just as when I casually strolled down the street
at fourteen, smoking one of my father’s
pilfered Marlboro’s announcing to the world
Look at me with my four foot something swagger,
here comes a grown ass woman
and I’ve got the goods to prove it.


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About katemccarrollmoore

Kate Moore’s passion is literacy, and she serves as a mentor teacher and staff developer throughout the greater Bay Area. Kate served three terms as the City of San Ramon's Poet Laureate (2012-2018); she also teaches poetry writing workshops for children and adults. Kate holds a Doctorate in Educational Leadership for Social Justice from California State University, East Bay, an M.A. in Teacher Leadership from St. Mary’s and a B.A. in English Education from SUNY Albany. She and Bob Moore are the proud parents of four beautiful grown daughters, and the smitten grandparents of eight beautiful children who fill them with hope for the future.
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